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Lynn's world珍惜是一种幸福,我珍惜所以我幸福 21 enero changed blog address...want to know recent updates about me...
go to lynndreams.blogspot.com. =) 19 octubre My death...haha!!!Want to know in what ways are you going to die???
Visit this website:http://www.thedeathpsychic.com/
and the answer will be told to you.
This is my prediction:
While driving too fast in icy conditions, I run a red light,
and my car is struck in the intersection by a speeding truck.
I am killed instantly.
Interested to find out yours, go to this website now.
And dun forget to tell me. 16 octubre OMG, i will be performing at esplanade!!!As the title suggest, i will be performing at esplanade...yeah...so excited
It's my hall's cultural nite
Will be singing 征服 and 被爱的女人 with Selina and Wan Yit.
both so difficult
I dun think i will be able to perform well.
so nervous...my singing so lousy, there are so many more good ones out there.
Still, it's an opportunity and i will cherish the chance to stand on the stage.
I know i lack self confidence but...
I will glow and believe me, really glow.
I will become a transformed person by cultural nite.
So pple come down and support me.
Sometimes, i feel confused abt my hall life...all the pple and stuff...
very tired liao...feel that i am 伪装ing myself.
Dun noe why i have this feeling.
Haiz.
I really envy all the other active pple in hall...why they can do it.
Sometimes i want to join in, but i feel that nobody welcomes me
so sad.
Maybe because i am not pretty and slim and not a girl that will catch any guy's attention.
I really cant do it
So how? 29 septiembre Very tired!!!It's 4.50 in the morning le, and i still haven finish my assignment...two more qns to go. haiz...deadline is before 10.30 in the morning...hope i can finish it on time.
I can only blame myself for not doing it earlier.
A few hours ago, our hall Mid-autumn festival and Singing in Xtion competition just finished.
It was fun but tiring.
I was the backstage crew and at the same time performing.
I sang 爱来过 with weizhen and yiling but in the end the sound system screw up so was quite a failure and disaster, i think.
Anyway, singing the same song next monday again. Hope it will be fine this time.
Life until now is fine. haha...nothing exciting...only a lot of assignments.
Fun staying in hall though. Everyone should try...haha...experience hall life and make new frens. 25 julio 找不到我活在这个世界上的价值,怎么办???我今天和我妈吵架了。
她说我变了,
到底是她变了,还是我变了?
我不懂。。。可是无可否认的是:我们之间已越来越难沟通。
我讨厌她一直拿我和我妹妹相比,
我们是不同的,虽然她比我优秀。
她嘴上说没有比较,可是我知道是有的。
这样对我好不公平。。。我到底做错什么???
她从来都不会称赞我,难道我真的一无是处吗?
活在这个世界上的我,已经越来越累。
大家都说我是一个乐观,开朗的人。。。可是我的乐观快要用完了。。。我已经没有精力了。
我快找不到我活在这个世界上的价值,
爱情,友情,亲情甚至是课业,我都是失败的。
况且我又矮又胖(我妈是这样说的),可是真的是这样啦!
如果我不乐观的话,我早就离开这个世界了。
可是今天我妈说了一句话:她(我妹)当然比你好。
这句话深深的落在我心上,我心碎了。
我的心从来都没有这么痛过。
我醒了,我知道我在怎么努力也永远比不上她心中的她,
也让我明白我在这个家的地位近乎零。
我说的话没有人会放在心上。
我走了应该也没有人会难过吧。
我不想去想了。
想太多也改变不了什么,她还是我妈。
我不讨厌也不恨她。
我已心如直水。。。
Haiz.
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